Texas Oh Texas
The light in the tunnel was a Train
Jeez...I never saw today coming. I had a feeling something was not right but I couldn't have prophecied today.
Hubby basically told me that he felt he "had to be here", he felt forced to be here because he brought us from Texas to WV and hoped that once we got here things would get better. He said he loved me once and thought he could get that back in time, but we just cant work things out. There is too much fussing and fighting going on for him to deal with. So he's gone.
This isn't the first time, but its the last time. He told me today if he walked out the door he wasn't coming back. He walked, so I guess that's it. Three years of love, fear for his life, and commitment just walked out the door as easy as you please. And once again the kids and I are left to pick up the pieces, but this time 1500 miles away from the closest family member.
life really sucks sometimes.
posted by Chelle @ 7:36 PM
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3 Comments:
Chelle - wow that hurts...so very sorry - I will be keeping you and your kids in my thoughts and prayers....hugs to you. You got my e-mail if you need to talk - I'm here....
thanks Cat. I'm actually doing a lot better about it all then I thought I would be. I dont feel like its over, but I'm leaving it all up to God. Its in His hands now. thanks for being such a great friend. many hugs and love!
xoxoxoxoxo
oh baby, i'm so sorry. :( honey, you are strong and wonderful, kind and so damn big hearted. you've been through so much, so damn much and you prevailed. I'm sure it doesn't feel this way now, but you will get through and survive.
(((hugs)))
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